you've changed so much. i miss the old you. the real you. the one who changed me for the worst. if i found no comfort in being sad then why do i miss it so much?
Track Name: I can hear them calling to me from hell
don't tell yourself it will be over soon. i'm not doing as well as you think. don't watch the clock. my hands are tied behind my back. this door is closed. i know i'm breaking down. detox my blood. i have a map to hell and a free ride. fucked up, dead heart, no spine, i'm fine.
Track Name: Forgive me, Lisa. There's a monster inside of me.
i can feel it getting bad again. why can't i just pick up the phone? can't stop clenching my teeth. sharp pain in my chest. this part of the floor creeks too much and i can't stand fucking still. i am an awful excuse for a brother. you'll never look up to me.